Don't spoil the quiet

FKING IRRITATED!!! @#$@#@^%^@!&*(

I can't get all these in my way. Especially my studies. My results was very bad. But, looking at my situation now, it's very disturbing. Because I just can't bear to see or even think about home. I keep asking myself, 'how's mum?". Truthfully, I don't wish to show my fking sappy face to my friends but I can't help it. You don't have to know why.
Swear I wanna cry because 2009 wasn't a good start for me.